Friday, December 31, 2010

Happy New Year!!!

Happy New Year to family and friends!




Ring out, wild bells, to the wild sky,
The flying cloud, the frosty light;
The year is dying in the night;
Ring out, wild bells, and let him die.
--Alfred, Lord Tennyson

Look to ourselves and what we want to do, not at what we think we should be doing.
We can share our feelings at a meeting; spend quality time with our families and loved ones.
We need to focus on ourselves and what we need to do for us, and not be diverted by the craziness around us.

Tonight is an ending; tonight is a beginning.
Help me stay in the moment to bid farewell to the old and welcome in the new in my own way.



We cannot change the directions of the wind, but we can adjust our sails.
Have a beautiful day unless you plan otherwise.

Life is no brief candle





Life is no brief candle to me.
It is a sort of splendid torch which I have got hold of for the moment, and I want to make it burn as brightly as possible before handing it on to future generations.
-- George Bernard Shaw, From a speech given at the Municipal Technical College and School of Art in Brighton



We cannot change the directions of the wind, but we can adjust our sails.
Have a beautiful day unless you plan otherwise.

What is really good?








What is really good? The answer is, there is no such thing as good or evil. There is beauty. That which is beautiful, we call good. That which is ugly compared with the beautiful, we call evil: whether it is custom, idea, thought or action. This shows that this whole phenomenon of the universe is the phenomenon of beauty. Every soul has an inclination to admire beauty, to seek for beauty, to love beauty, and to develop beauty. Even God loves beauty.

In all ages the various religions have given different standards of good and evil, calling them virtue and sin. The virtue of one nation has been the sin of another. The virtue of the latter is the sin of the former. Travel as we may through the world, or read the histories and traditions of nations as we may, we shall still find that what one calls evil, another calls good. That is why no one can succeed in making a universal standard for good and evil. The discrimination between good and evil is in man's soul. Every man can judge that for himself, because in every man is the sense of admiration of beauty. But he is not satisfied with what he does himself, he feels a discomfort, a disgust with his own efforts. There are many people who continue some weakness or some mistake, or who are intoxicated by some action which the world calls evil or which they themselves call evil, yet go on doing it. But a day comes when they also are disgusted. Then they wish for suicide. There is no more happiness for them. Happiness only lies in thinking or doing that which one considers beautiful. Such an act becomes a virtue or goodness. That goodness is beauty.

Man is always seeking for beauty, and yet he is unaware of the treasure of beauty that is hidden in his own heart. He strives after it throughout his whole life. It is as if he was in pursuit of the horizon: the further he proceeds, the further the horizon seems to have moved away. For there are two aims: the one is real, and the other false. That which is false is momentary, transitory, and unreliable - wealth, power, fame, and position are all snatched from one hand by the other. ... Man wants something in life upon which he can rely; and this shows, whether he believes in a deity or not, that he is constantly seeking for God. He seeks for Him not knowing that he is seeking for God. Nevertheless, every soul is pursuing some reality, something to hold on to; trying to grasp something which will prove dependable, a beauty that cannot change and that one can always look upon as one's own, a beauty that one feels will last forever. And where can one find it? Within one's own heart. And it is the art of finding that beauty, of developing, improving, and spreading that beauty through life, allowing it to manifest before the inner and outer view, which one calls the art of the mystic.



We cannot change the directions of the wind, but we can adjust our sails.
Have a beautiful day unless you plan otherwise.

Allow Christ to Shine Through You!




Let the angels remind you of the great change that Christ makes in your life, and let that change shine through in everything you do. — from A Franciscan Christmas



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Have a beautiful day unless you plan otherwise.

A Backward Glance




When we look back, we realize that the things which came to us when we put ourselves in God's hands
were better than anything we could have planned.
Follow the dictates of a Higher Power and you will presently live in a new and wonderful world, no matter what your present circumstances!

A new world came into view.


B E S T = Been Enjoying Sobriety Today?



We cannot change the directions of the wind, but we can adjust our sails.
Have a beautiful day unless you plan otherwise.

Thursday, December 30, 2010

The Gift of the Present Moment





I've shut the door on yesterday,
And thrown the key away.
Tomorrow holds no fears for me,
Since I have found today.
-- Vivian Yeiser Laramore

Today help me forgive myself for what's past and learn to have faith in Your plan for me.


We cannot change the directions of the wind, but we can adjust our sails.
Have a beautiful day unless you plan otherwise.

On Main Focus




As you wrestle with tangled lights and strained finances, remember to put all that aside and focus on the true meaning of the day. It can be found in a tiny house and in the love of those gathered there.

— from A Franciscan Christmas



We cannot change the directions of the wind, but we can adjust our sails.
Have a beautiful day unless you plan otherwise.

Laughter




Then I began to see the miracles that happen only in AA.
People who would nearly crawl in the doors, sick and broken, and who in a few weeks of meetings and not drinking one day at a time would get their health back, find a little job and friends who really cared,
and then discover God in their lives.
But the most compelling part of AA, the part that made me want to try this sober thing, was the laughter,
the pure joy of the laughter that I heard only from sober alcoholics.

Take time to laugh -- it is the music of the soul.

H J F = Happy, Joyous, Free.



We cannot change the directions of the wind, but we can adjust our sails.
Have a beautiful day unless you plan otherwise.

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Peace




The effect was electric.
There was a sense of victory, followed by such a peace and serenity as I had never known.
There was utter confidence.
I felt lifted up, as though the great clean wind of a mountain top blew through and through.
God comes to most men gradually, but His impact on me was sudden and profound.

No God, no peace --- know God, know peace.

G R A C E = Gently Releasing All Conscious Expectations.



We cannot change the directions of the wind, but we can adjust our sails.
Have a beautiful day unless you plan otherwise.

Monday, December 27, 2010

Interior Peace




Please help me.
What am I going to do?
I can't go on like this.
You can see that!
Look at the state I am in.
What ought I to do?
Show me the way.
As if I needed more information or some kind of sign!

...Suddenly, as soon as I had made that prayer, I became aware of the woods, the trees, the dark hills, the wet night wind, and then, clearer than any of these obvious realities, in my imagination, I started to hear the great bell of Gethsemani ringing in the night...
-- Thomas Merton, A Merton Reader


And because of the peacefulness of the snow, I imagined that my new ideas were breeding within me an interior peace.
-- Thomas, A Merton Reader



We cannot change the directions of the wind, but we can adjust our sails.
Have a beautiful day unless you plan otherwise.

Sunday, December 26, 2010

Corvette ... 'Twas the night before Christmas




'Twas the night before Christmas
And in the garage.
There wasn't a trace of an Audi or a Dodge.
The presents were wrapped and the lights were all lit,
So I figured I'd go mess with my Corvette for a bit.

I popped the release and I lifted the hood,
When a deep voice behind me said "Looks pretty good."
Well as you can imagine, I turned mighty quick,
And there by my workbench, stood good Ol' Saint Nick!

He just stared at first, not sure what to say,
Then Santa piped in "Don't suppose you'd trade that for my sleigh?'
"Forget it, Mr. Claus" then I started to grin
"If you've got some time we could go for a spin!"

His round little mouth, all tied up like a bow,
Burst into a smile when he said "C'mon then, Let's GO!!"
So as not to disturb all my neighbours' retreat,
We pushed my old Stingray quietly onto the street.

Then, taking our places to drift down the hill,
I turned on the key, then let the clutch spill.
The sound erupted and took Santa by surprise,
But he liked it a lot, by the look in his eyes.

With cold tires spinning and exhaust pipes aglow,
We headed on out to roads hot rodders go.
And Santa's grin widened, approaching his ears,
With every shift up as I went through the gears.

Then he yelled "Can't recall when I've felt so alive!"
So I backed off the gas and said "Do you wanna drive?"
Ol' Santa was stunned when I gave him the keys,
As he walked past the headlights he shook at the knees!

Then the big block exploded with raspy exhaust sound!
Santa let out the clutch as the tires tore up the ground.
Power shift into second, again into third!
I grabbed for the handle, at loss for a word.

With the tank reaching empty, Santa returned to his sleigh,
Never to forget that ride in my '69 Stingray
Later, I heard him exclaim, as he blasted from sight,
"Merry Christmas, you all,
it's been a great night!!!"




We cannot change the directions of the wind, but we can adjust our sails.
Have a beautiful day unless you plan otherwise.

Friday, December 24, 2010

Control




We know that no real alcoholic ever recovers control. . .
We are convinced to a man that alcoholics of our type are in the grips of a progressive illness.
Over any considerable period we get worse, never better.
We are like men who have lost their legs; they never grow new ones.

When we try to control our drinking, we have already lost control.

S W A T = Surrender, Willingness, Action, Trust.



We cannot change the directions of the wind, but we can adjust our sails.

Have a beautiful day unless you plan otherwise.

A Christmas Shelter Dog's Poem




’Tis the night before Christmas and all through the town,
every shelter is full—we are lost, but not found.
Our numbers are hung on our kennels so bare,
we hope every minute that someone will care.
They’ll come to adopt us and give us the call,
“Come here, Max and Sparkie — come fetch your new ball!”
But now we sit here and think of the days
we were treated so fondly — we had cute, baby ways.
Once we were little, then we grew and we grew.
Now we’re no longer young and we’re no longer new.
So out the back door we were thrown like the trash.
They reacted so quickly — why were they so rash?
We “jump on the children,” “don’t come when they call,”
we “bark when they leave us,” “climb over the wall.”
We should have been neutered, we should have been spayed,
now we suffer the consequence of the errors THEY made.
If only they’d trained us, if only we knew,
we’d have done what they asked us and worshiped them, too.
We were left in the backyard, or worse, let to roam.
Now we’re tired and lonely and out of a home.
They dropped us off here and they kissed us goodbye…
“Maybe someone else will give you a try.”
So now here we are, all confused and alone
in a shelter with others who long for a home.
The kind workers come through with a meal and a pat,
with so many to care for, they can’t stay to chat.
They move to the next kennel, giving each of us cheer…
we know that they wonder how long we’ll be here.
We lay down to sleep and sweet dreams fill our heads
of a home filled with love and our own cozy beds.
Then we wake to see sad eyes, brimming with tears –
our friends filled with emptiness, worry, and fear.
If you can’t adopt us and there’s no room at the inn –
could you help with the bills and fill our food bin?
We count on your kindness each day of the year –
can you give more than hope to everyone here?
Please make a donation to pay for the heat…
and help get us something special to eat.
The shelter that cares for us wants us to live,
and more of us will, if more people will give.

– Author Unknown






We cannot change the directions of the wind, but we can adjust our sails.

Have a beautiful day unless you plan otherwise.

Blessed Christmas




Almighty God and Father of light,
a child is born for us and a son is given to us.
Your eternal Word leaped down from heaven
in the silent watches of the night,
and now your Church is filled with wonder
at the nearness of her God.
Open our hearts to receive this life
and increase our vision with the rising of dawn,
that our lives may be filled with his glory and his peace,
who lives and reigns for ever and ever.



We cannot change the directions of the wind, but we can adjust our sails.
Have a beautiful day unless you plan otherwise.

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

A Hopeful Attitude




One thing must always be remembered and that is our trust in God.
No matter what the problem, by our trust in God the problem can be solved.

There is a story of the Prophet that the Prophet and his companion Siddiq were hiding behind a rock when a troop of men were following to attack them and when the noise of the hoofs of horses came to their ears Siddiq said, 'Hark they are coming!'
'Why fear?', said the Prophet.
'They are very near!'
'What matter?', said the Prophet.
Siddiq said, 'They are many and we are only two.'
'No', said the Prophet, 'We are three: you and I and God.'
God must never be kept apart; that is our strength.
In difficulties and troubles, no matter how dreadful, keep God before you and you will in the end get over the trouble.
-- Pir-o-Murshid Inayat Khan

With good will and trust in God, self-confidence, and a hopeful attitude towards life, a man can always win his battle, however difficult.



We cannot change the directions of the wind, but we can adjust our sails.
Have a beautiful day unless you plan otherwise.

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Who named these guys wise men?




BY DAVE BARRY

This Dave Barry column was originally published Sunday, December 5, 2004

Christmastime is a festive time - a time of parties and presents and songs that we all love, except for Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer, which I for one got tired of in approximately 1958, and which now causes me to dislocate my forefinger stabbing the car-radio button. I prefer traditional Christmas carols, such as Ding Dong Merrily on High. I am not making this carol up. The lyrics are:

"Ding dong merrily on high!"
(Something something something)

I don't know the rest, because I never got past the first line without cracking up. This song used to absolutely slay me and my boyhood friends when we sang it in St. Stephen's Episcopal Church in Armonk, N.Y. And no wonder: It is a well-known axiom of music, discovered in 1783 by Mozart (this was Herb Mozart), that "there is no such thing as a bad song that has 'ding dong' in the title." Other examples are Ding Dong the Witch is Dead and Shama Lama Ding Dong, which is not to be confused with Rama Lama Ding Dong, also an excellent song.

But getting back to Christmas: My point is that, although this is a festive time of year, it can also be a difficult and stressful time for a certain group - a group whose needs, all too often, are overlooked in our society. That group is: men. Why is the Christmas season so hard on men? There are many complex reasons, by which I mean: women.

This problem dates back to the very first Christmas. We know from the Bible that the Wise Men showed up in Bethlehem and gave the baby Jesus gifts of gold, frankincense and myrrh. Now, gold is always a nice gift, but frankincense and myrrh - at least according to my dictionary - are gum resins. Who gives gum resins to a baby?

The answer is: men. The Wise Men, being men, didn't even START shopping for gifts until the last minute, when most of the stores in the greater Bethlehem area were closed for Christmas Eve. The only place still open was Big Stu's House of Myrrh. So the Wise Men showed up at the manger, handed their baby gifts to Mary, and headed for the eggnog. Mary looked at the gifts - which were not wrapped, nor were they accompanied by cards - rolled her eyes, tossed the gum resins to the goats (which ate them) and said: "Next Christmas, we are going to have some gift-giving RULES." But the Wise Men didn't hear her, because by then they were over by the crib trying to teach the Baby Jesus to pull their finger.

This is basically how things stand today. At this point in the Christmas season, your standard woman has already purchased and wrapped thoughtful gifts for approximately 600 people, including her children, her relatives, her friends, her husband's relatives, her co-workers, the children of her friends, relatives of children of her friends, coworkers of friends of her relatives, husbands of her coworkers' relatives' friends, etc. She has also purchased several thoughtful gifts for nobody in particular, so she will not be in the horrifying position of receiving a gift from somebody for whom she does not have a retaliation gift.

In contrast, your standard man, at this point in the Christmas season, has purchased zero gifts. He has not yet gotten around to purchasing an acceptable gift for his wife for LAST Christmas. He did give her something last year, but he could tell by her reaction to it that she had not been dreaming of getting an auto emergency kit, even though it was the deluxe model with booster cables AND an air compressor. Clearly this gift violated an important rule, but the man had no idea what this rule was, and his wife was too upset to tell him.

And now ANOTHER Christmas is looming, and this man, terrified that he will screw up again, has been wracking his brain for gift ideas for his wife. Nothing automotive this time: He won't make THAT mistake again! He's thinking Weed Whacker. But he's not sure. He's a nervous wreck. A lot of us men are. That's why we buy gifts at the very last minute, or, optionally, never. It's not that we're thoughtless jerks!

Well, OK, thoughtless. But not jerks! We're doing our best to get through a stressful season. So on behalf of all men, I ask all you women to cut us some slack; and accept us for the imperfect beings that we are compared to you; and above all, in the spirit of another great Christmas carol, bring us some figgy pudding.



We cannot change the directions of the wind, but we can adjust our sails.
Have a beautiful day unless you plan otherwise.

Monday, December 20, 2010

Failure




When man is thinking or feeling, he is at the same time emitting what he thinks or feels as a fragrance.
He is creating around himself an atmosphere, which expresses it.
And it not only conveys to another his thought and feeling, but it creates for him an answer. ...
You will always find that those who say, 'Everything is going wrong with me', are hearing the voice aloud; it is their own failure talking to them.
As soon as they have been able to silence this voice, the failure is ended; a new page in the book of life turned, and they can look forward to their life with a greater courage and a greater hope.
That person is brave who in the face of a thousand failures can stand up and say, 'Now I am not going to fail.
The failure was only a preparation for my success.'
That is the right spirit.
-- Pir-o-Murshid Inayat Khan

An unsuccessful man often keeps success away by the impression of his former failures.



We cannot change the directions of the wind, but we can adjust our sails.
Have a beautiful day unless you plan otherwise.

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Self-Interest




I have come to believe that if I follow this program of enlightened self-interest one day at a time, it will not only keep me away from that first drink under any circumstances but also help me to unselfishly enjoy passing it on.

An open heart is never a lonely one.

O D A A T = One Day At A Time.



We cannot change the directions of the wind, but we can adjust our sails.
Have a beautiful day unless you plan otherwise.

Saturday, December 18, 2010

Participate




Participate!

Do more than care ... Help!

Do more than believe ... Trust!

Do more than be fair ... Be kind!

Do more than forgive ...Forget!

Do more than dream ...
Work!

Life keeps going, be part of it..



We cannot change the directions of the wind, but we can adjust our sails.
Have a beautiful day unless you plan otherwise.

STC = Senior Texting Code




Since more and more Seniors are texting and tweeting there appears to be a need for a STC (Senior Texting Code). If you qualify for Senior Discounts this is the code for you.

ATD: At The Doctor's

BTW: Bring The Wheelchair

BYOT: Bring Your Own Teeth

CBM: Covered By Medicare

CUATSC: See You At The Senior Center

DWI: Driving While Incontinent

FWB: Friend With Beta Blockers

FWIW: Forgot Where I Was

FYI: Found Your Insulin

GGLKI (Gotta Go, Laxative Kicking In)

GGPBL: Gotta Go, Pacemaker Battery Low!

GHA: Got Heartburn Again

IMHO: Is My Hearing-Aid On?

LMDO: Laughing My Dentures Out

LOL: Living On Lipitor

LWO: Lawrence Welk's On

OMMR: On My Massage Recliner

ROFL... CGU: Rolling On The Floor Laughing... And Can't Get Up

STC (Senior Texting Code)

TTYL: Talk To You Louder

WAITT: Who Am I Talking To?

WTP: Where's The Prunes?

WWNO: Walker Wheels Need Oil

Keynotes




Courtesy, kindness, justice, and love are the keynotes by which we may come into contact with practically anybody.
When in doubt we can always pause, saying, "Not my will, but Thine, be done."
And we can often ask ourselves, "Am I doing to others as I would have them do to me -- today?"

I can't do His will my way.

T H I N K = Thoughtful, Honest, Informed, Necessary, Kind.

Winter Solstice and Full Lunar Eclipse





This year's winter solstice — an event that will occur next Tuesday — will coincide with a full lunar eclipse in a union that hasn't been seen in 456 years.

This year's winter solstice — an event that will occur next Tuesday — will coincide with a full lunar eclipse in a union that hasn't been seen in 456 years.

The celestial eccentricity holds special significance for spiritualities that tap into the energy of the winter solstice, the shortest day of the year and a time that is associated with the rebirth of the sun.

Since the last time an eclipse and the winter solstice happened simultaneously was just under five centuries years ago, Cooper said she wasn't familiar with any superstitions or mythologies associated with it.

The last time the two celestial events happened at the same time was in AD 1554, according to NASA.

An otherwise seemingly unexceptionable year in recorded history, the darkened moon happened during a bleak year for Tudor England.

Lady Jane Grey was beheaded for treason that year, while Princess Elizabeth was imprisoned in the Tower of London. Mary of Guise — the mother of Mary, Queen of Scots — became regent of Scotland.

Scientifically, however, it's just a coincidence of natural cycles.

The eclipse will start just after midnight Eastern Time on Tuesday, with the main event starting at 1:30 a.m. ET and lasting until 5:30 a.m., when the moon reappears.

Improvement




The beauty of AA lies in knowing that my life, with God's help, will improve.
The AA journey becomes richer, the understanding becomes truth, the dreams become realities -- and today becomes forever.

The journey is the destination.

A A = Adventurers Anonymous.

Location:Aiken, SC

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Choice




Like so many, I do not always surrender completely; I allow the cares and worries of the day to distort my thinking.
But as soon as I get back on the right track, I realize I have everything I need.
Whatever problems confront me, large or small, they can be solved wisely.
Or they can be solved my way. The choice is mine.

Wisdom is knowing what to do, virtue is doing it.

W I S D O M = When Into Self, Discover Our Motives.

Engineering Equivalents




1. Ratio of an igloo's circumference to its diameter = Eskimo Pi

2. 2000 pounds of Chinese soup = Won ton

3. 1 millionth of a mouthwash = 1 microscope

4. Time between slipping on a peel and smacking the pavement = 1
bananosecond

5. Weight an evangelist carries with God = 1 billigram

6. Time it takes to sail 220 yards at 1 nautical mile per hour =
Knotfurlong

7. 6.5 feet in the Twilight Zone = 1 Rod Serling

8. Half of a large intestine = 1 semicolon

9. 1,000,000 aches = 1 megahurtz

10. Basic unit of laryngitis = 1 hoarsepower

11. Shortest distance between two jokes = A straight line

12. 453.6 graham crackers = 1 pound cake

13. 1 million-million microphones = 1 megaphone

14. 2 million bicycles = 2 megacycles

15. 365.25 days = 1 unicycle

16. 2000 mockingbirds = 2 kilomockingbirds

17. 52 cards = 1 decacards

18. 1 kilogram of falling figs = 1 FigNewton

19. 1000 milliliters of wet socks = 1 literhosen

20. 1 millionth of a fish = 1 microfiche

21. 1 trillion pins = 1 terrapin

22. 10 rations = 1 decoration

23. 100 rations = 1 C-ration

24. 2 monograms = 1 diagram

25. 4 nickels = 2 paradigms

26. 2.4 statute miles of intravenous surgical tubing at Yale University
Hospital = 1 IV League

27. 100 Senators = Not 1 decision

Grateful




Growth and understanding came slowly, but they came steadily.
And finally, I could feel gratitude for my sobriety -- for the saving grace of God.
I learned about people in AA, and this brought me to an understanding of myself.
I know that spiritual growth is a great, wide, beautiful thing and that I have only stepped up to the open door. . .
The saving grace of God doesn't come like a bolt out of the blue.
It comes through, in, and from other suffering, as well as rescued, souls like you and me. I am happy to be part of a living and growing fellowship with an infallible heartbeat.
Divine power is the pulse of AA, and it doesn't change no matter how foolish we mortals be.

There is a calmness to a life lived in gratitude, a quiet joy.

H O P E = Heart Open; Please Enter.

Monday, December 13, 2010

Avoiding the First One







Many of us, when we first began to drink, never wanted or took more than one or two drinks. But as time went on, we increased the number.
Then, in later years, we found ourselves drinking more and more, some of us getting and staying very drunk.
Maybe our condition didn't always show in our speech or our gait, but by this time we were never actually sober.

The first drink has the last say.

N O W = No Other Way.

Sunday, December 12, 2010

Challenges







Life is meant to be lived by facing the challenges it brings.
Otherwise, I'm not living, just existing.
God didn't give me this gift of sobriety to sit in a rocking chair, imagining myself as some wise old woman who has arrived somewhere.
There is no easier, softer way.

What I am is God's gift to me.
What I make of myself is my gift to Him.

A R T = Always Remain Teachable.

Be Patient




Like children pining for Christmas morning, we know what it means to wait for what we desire.

Whether it is the safe arrival of loved ones from afar or a recovery from cancer, we wait in prayer and patience, hope and trust.

Angelus Sibelius advises, "If in your heart you make a manger for his birth, then God will once again become a child on earth."

— from Catholic Update

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Koga's Zero -- An Enemy Plane That Saved American Lives

KOGA'S ZERO

An enemy plane that saved American lives

BY JIM REARDEN
Published Fall 1997 in Invention & Technology Magazine (Vol. 13, Issue 2)



AT FIRST GLANCE THE PICTURE ABOVE RESEMBLES A photo of a pile of junk.
Look closer, however, and you will see a propeller, a wing, and a belly tank.
Far from being junk, it is a Japanese Zero fighter plane from World War II that went on to be of inestimable value to the United States.
Aviation buffs and historians know it as Koga's Zero, for the name of its pilot, or as the Akutan or Aleutian Zero, for the crash site.
The photo was taken in mid-July 1942 by a Navy photographer's mate named Arthur W Bauman on Akutan Island in Alaska's remote Aleutian chain.

Koga's Zero, rebuilt, was the first flyable Zero fighter acquired and tested in the United States.
A scant two months after Bauman took the photo, the plane had been shipped 2,800 miles to North Island Naval Air Station in San Diego and repaired, and it was revealing profound military secrets in the air.

The information it yielded was vital to the U.S. war effort because in 1941 and most of 1942, the Zero outflew virtually every enemy fighter it encountered, primarily because of its agility.
During the previous several years many Zero pilots had seen aerial combat in China, so unblooded Allied pilots in less maneuverable planes usually regretted any attempt to fight Zeros flown by the experienced Japanese—if they lived long enough.

For example, in April 1942 thirty-six Zeros attacking a British naval base at Colombo, Ceylon (now Sri Lanka), were met by about sixty Royal Air Force aircraft of mixed types, many of them obsolete.
Twenty-seven of the RAF planes went down: fifteen Hawker Hurricanes (of Battle of Britain fame), eight Fairey Swordfish, and four Fairey Fulmars.
The Japanese lost one Zero.


Five months after America's entry into the war, the Zero was still a mystery to U.S. Navy pilots.
On May 7, 1942, in the Battle of the Coral Sea, fighter pilots from our aircraft carriers Lexington and Yorktown fought the Zero and didn't know what to call it.
Some misidentified it as the German Messerschmitt 109.

A few weeks later, on June 3 and 4, warplanes flew from the Japanese carriers Ryujo and Junyo to attack the American military base at Dutch Harbor in Alaska's Aleutian archipelago.
Japan̢۪s attack on Alaska was intended to draw remnants of the U.S. fleet north from Pearl Harbor, away from Midway Island, where the Japanese were setting a trap.
(The scheme ultimately backfired when our Navy pilots sank four of Japan's first-line aircraft carriers at Midway, giving the United States a major turning-point victory.)

IN THE RAID OF JUNE 4, TWENTY BOMBERS blasted oil storage tanks, a warehouse, a hospital, a hangar, and a beached freighter, while eleven Zeros strafed at will.
Chief Petty Officer Makoto Endo led a three-plane Zero section from the Ryujo, whose other pilots were Flight Petty Officers Tsuguo Shikada and Tadayoshi Koga. Koga, a small nineteen-yearold, was the son of a rural carpenter.
His Zero, serial number 4593, was light gray, with the imperial rising-sun insignia on its wings and fuselage.
It had left the Mitsubishi Nagoya aircraft factory on February 19, only three and a half months earlier, so it was the latest design.


Shortly before the bombs fell on Dutch Harbor that day, soldiers at an adjacent Army outpost had seen three Zeros shoot down a lumbering Catalina amphibian.
As the plane began to sink, most of the seven-member crew climbed into a rubber raft and began paddling toward shore.
The soldiers watched in horror as the Zeros strafed the crew until all were killed.
The Zeros are believed to have been those of Endo, Shikada, and Koga.

After massacring the Catalina crew, Endo led his section to Dutch Harbor, where it joined the other eight Zeros in strafing.
It was then (according to Shikada, interviewed in 1984) that Koga's Zero was hit by ground fire.
An Army intelligence team later reported, "Bullet holes entered the plane from both upper and lower sides."

One of the bullets severed the return oil line between the oil cooler and the engine.
As the engine continued to run, it pumped oil from the broken line.
A Navy photo taken during the raid shows a Zero trailing what appears to be smoke.
It is probably oil, and there is little doubt that this is Zero 4593.

After the raid, as the enemy planes flew back toward their carriers, eight American Curtiss Warhawk P-40s shot down four VaI (Aichi D3A) dive bombers thirty miles west of Dutch Harbor.
In the swirling, minutes-long dogfight, Lt. John J. Cape shot down a plane identified as a Zero.

Another Zero was almost instantly on his tail.
He climbed and rolled, trying to evade, but those were the wrong maneuvers to escape a Zero.
The enemy fighter easily stayed with him, firing its two deadly 20-mm cannon and two 7.7-mm machine guns.
Cape and his plane plunged into the sea.
Another Zero shot up the P-40 of Lt. Winfield McIntyre, who survived a crash landing with a dead engine.

Endo and Shikada accompanied Koga as he flew his oil-spewing airplane to Akutan Island, twenty-five miles away, which had been designated for emergency landings.
A Japanese submarine stood nearby to pick up downed pilots.
The three Zeros circled low over the green, treeless island. At a level, grassy valley floor half a mile inland, Koga lowered his wheels and flaps and eased toward a three-point landing.
As his main wheels touched, they dug in, and the Zero flipped onto its back, tossing water, grass, and gobs of mud.
The valley floor was a bog, and the knee-high grass concealed water.

Endo and Shikada circled.
There was no sign of life.
If Koga was dead, their duty was to destroy the downed fighter.
Incendiary bullets from their machine guns would have done the job.
But Koga was a friend, and they couldn't bring themselves to shoot.
Perhaps he would recover, destroy the plane himself, and walk to the waiting submarine.
Endo and Shikada abandoned the downed fighter and returned to the Ryujo, two hundred miles to the south.
(The Ryujo was sunk two months later in the eastern Solomons by planes from the aircraft carrier Saratoga. Endo was killed in action at Rabaul on October 12, 1943, while Shikada survived the war and eventually became a banker.)



The wrecked Zero lay in the bog for more than a month, unseen by U.S. patrol planes and offshore ships.
Akutan is often foggy, and constant Aleutian winds create unpleasant turbulence over the rugged island.
Most pilots preferred to remain over water, so planes rarely flew over Akutan.
However, on July 10 a U.S. Navy Catalina (PBY) amphibian returning from overnight patrol crossed the island.
A gunner named Wall called, "Hey, there's an airplane on the ground down there. It has meatballs on the wings."
That meant the rising-sun insignia.

The patrol plane's commander, Lt. William Thies, descended for a closer look.
What he saw excited him.
Back at Dutch Harbor, Thies persuaded his squadron commander to let him take a party to the downed plane.
No one then knew that it was a Zero.

Ens. Robert Larson was Thies's copilot when the plane was discovered.
He remembers reaching the Zero.
"We approached cautiously, walking in about a foot of water covered with grass. Koga's body, thoroughly strapped in, was upside down in the plane, his head barely submerged in the water."

"We were surprised at the details of the airplane," Larson continues. "It was well built, with simple, unique features. Inspection plates could be opened by pushing on a black dot with a finger.
A latch would open, and one could pull the plate out.
Wingtips folded by unlatching them and pushing them up by hand.
The pilot had a parachute and a life raft."

Koga's body was buried nearby. In 1947 it was shifted to a cemetery on nearby Adak Island, and later, it is believed, his remains were returned to Japan.

Thies had determined that the wrecked plane was a nearly new Zero, which suddenly gave it special meaning, for it was repairable.
However, unlike U.S. warplanes, which had detachable wings, the Zero's wings were integral with the fuselage.
This complicated salvage and shipping.

Navy crews fought the plane out of the bog.
The tripod that was used to lift the engine, and later the fuselage, sank three to four feet into the mud.
The Zero was too heavy to turn over with the equipment on hand, so it was left upside down while a tractor dragged it on a skid to the beach and a barge.
At Dutch Harbor it was turned over with a crane, cleaned, and crated, wings and all.

When the awkward crate containing Zero 4593 arrived at North Island Naval Air Station, San Diego, a twelve-foot-high stockade was erected around it inside a hangar.
Marines guarded the priceless plane while Navy crews worked around the clock to make it airworthy.
(There is no evidence the Japanese ever knew we had salvaged Koga's plane.)


In mid-September Lt. Cmdr. Eddie R. Sanders studied it for a week as repairs were completed.
Forty-six years later he clearly remembered his flights in Koga's Zero.
"My log shows that I made twenty-four flights in Zero 4593 from 20 September to 15 October 1942," Sanders told me.
"These flights covered performance tests such as we do on planes undergoing Navy tests.
The very first flight exposed weaknesses of the Zero that our pilots could exploit with proper tactics."

"The Zero had superior maneuverability only at the lower speeds used in dogfighting, with short turning radius and excellent aileron control at very low speeds.
However, immediately apparent was the fact that the ailerons froze up at speeds above two hundred knots, so that rolling maneuvers at those speeds were slow and required much force on the control stick.
It rolled to the left much easier than to the right.
Also, its engine cut out under negative acceleration [as when nosing into a dive] due to its float-type carburetor."

"We now had an answer for our pilots who were unable to escape a pursuing Zero.
We told them to go into a vertical power dive, using negative acceleration, if possible, to open the range quickly and gain advantageous speed while the Zero's engine was stopped.
At about two hundred knots, we instructed them to roll hard right before the Zero pilot could get his sights lined up.

"This recommended tactic was radioed to the fleet after my first flight of Koga's plane, and soon the welcome answer came back: "It works!"
Sanders said, satisfaction sounding in his voice even after nearly half a century.
Thus by late September 1942 Allied pilots in the Pacific theater knew how to escape a pursuing Zero.

"Was Zero 4593 a good representative of the Model 21 Zero?" I asked Sanders.
In other words, was the repaired airplane 100 percent?

"About 98 percent," he replied.


THE ZERO WAS ADDED TO THE U.S. Navy inventory and assigned its Mitsubishi serial number.
The Japanese colors and insignia were replaced with those of the U.S. Navy and later the U.S. Army, which also test-flew it.
The Navy pitted it against the best American fighters of the time—the P-38 Lockheed Lightning, the P-39 Bell Airacobra, the P-51 North American Mustang, the F4F-4 Grumman Wildcat, and the F4U ChanceVought Corsair—and for each type developed the most effective tactics and altitudes for engaging the Zero.

In February 1945 Cmdr. Richard G. Crommelin was taxiing Zero 4593 at San Diego Naval Air Station, where it was being used to train pilots bound for the Pacific war zone.
An SB2C Curtiss Helldiver overran it and chopped it up from tail to cockpit.
Crommelin survived, but the Zero didn't.
Only a few pieces of Zero 4593 remain today.
The manifold pressure gauge, the air-speed indicator, and the folding panel of the port wingtip were donated to the Navy Museum at the Washington, D.C., Navy Yard by Rear Adm. William N. Leonard, who salvaged them at San Diego in 1945.
In addition, two of its manufacturer's plates are in the Alaska Aviation Heritage Museum in Anchorage, donated by Arthur Bauman, the photographer.

Leonard recently told me, "The captured Zero was a treasure.
To my knowledge no other captured machine has ever unlocked so many secrets at a time when the need was so great."
A somewhat comparable event took place off North Africa in 1944—coincidentally on the same date, June 4, that Koga crashed his Zero.
A squadron commanded by Capt. Daniel V. Gallery, aboard the escort carrier Guadalcanal, captured the German submarine U-505, boarding and securing the disabled vessel before the fleeing crew could scuttle it.
Code books, charts, and operating instructions rescued from U-505 proved quite valuable to the Allies.
Captain Gallery later wrote, "Reception committees which we were able to arrange as a result … may have had something to do with the sinking of nearly three hundred U-boats in the next eleven months."
By the time of U-505's capture, however, the German war effort was already starting to crumble (D-day came only two days later), while Japan still dominated the Pacific when Koga's plane was recovered.


A classic example of the Koga plane's value occurred on April 1, 1943, when Ken Walsh, a Marine flying an F4U Chance-Vought Corsair over the Russell Islands southeast of Bougainville, encountered a lone Zero.
"I turned toward him, planning a deflection shot, but before I could get on him, he rolled, putting his plane right under my tail and within range.
I had been told the Zero was extremely maneuverable, but if I hadn't seen how swiftly his plane flipped onto my tail, I wouldn't have believed it," Walsh recently recalled.

"I remembered briefings that resulted from test flights of Koga's Zero on how to escape from a following Zero.
With that lone Zero on my tail I did a split S, and with its nose down and full throttle my Corsair picked up speed fast. I wanted at least 240 knots, preferably 260.
Then, as prescribed, I rolled hard right. As I did this and continued my dive, tracers from the Zero zinged past my plane's belly.

"From information that came from Koga's Zero, I knew the Zero rolled more slowly to the right than to the left. If I hadn't known which way to turn or roll, I'd have probably rolled to my left.
If I had done that, the Zero would likely have turned with me, locked on, and had me.
I used that maneuver a number of times to get away from Zeros."

BY WAR'S END CAPT. (LATER Lt. Col.) Kenneth Walsh had twenty-one aerial victories (seventeen Zeros, three Vais, one Pete), making him the war's fourth-ranking Marine Corps ace.
He was awarded the Medal of Honor for two extremely courageous air battles he fought over the Solomon Islands in his Corsair during August 1943.
He retired from the Marine Corps in 1962 after more than twenty-eight years of service.
Walsh holds the Distinguished Flying Cross with six Gold Stars, the Air Medal with fourteen Gold Stars, and more than a dozen other medals and honors.

How important was our acquisition of Koga's Zero?
Masatake Okumiya, who survived more air-sea battles than any other Japanese naval officer, was aboard the Ryujo when Koga made his last flight.
He later co-authored two classic books, Zero and Midway.
Okumiya has written that the Allies' acquisition of Koga's Zero was "no less serious" than the Japanese defeat at Midway and "did much to hasten our final defeat."
If that doesn't convince you, ask Ken Walsh.

Jim Rearden, a forty-seven-year resident of Alaska, is the author of fourteen books and more than five hundred magazine articles, mostly about Alaska. Among his books is Koga's Zero: The Fighter That Changed World War II, which can be purchased for $12.95 plus $4.00 for postage and handling from Pictorial Histories Publishing Company, 713 South Third Street West, Missoula, MT 59801.

INSIDE THE ZERO

THE ZERO WAS JAPAN'S MAIN FIGHTER PLANE THROUGHOUT WORLD War II.
By war's end about 11,500 Zeros had been produced in five main variants.
In March 1939, when the prototype Zero was rolled out, Japan was in some ways still so backward that the plane had to be hauled by oxcart from the Mitsubishi factory twenty-nine miles to the airfield where it flew.
It represented a great leap in technology.
At the start of World War II, some countries' fighters were opencockpit, fabric-covered biplanes.
A low-wing all-metal monoplane carrier fighter, predecessor to the Zero, had been adopted by the Japanese in the mid-1930s, while the U.S. Navy's standard fighter was still a biplane.
But the world took little notice of Japan's advanced military aircraft, so the Zero came as a great shock to Americans at Pearl Harbor and afterward.
Lightness, simplicity, ease of maintenance, sensitivity to controls, and extreme maneuverability were the main elements that the designer Jiro Horikoshi built into the Zero.
The Model 21 flown by Koga weighed 5,500 pounds, including fuel, ammunition, and pilot, while U.S. fighters weighed 7,500 pounds and up.
Early models had no protective armor or self-sealing fuel tanks, although these were standard features on U.S. fighters.

Despite its large-diameter 940-hp radial engine, the Zero had one of the slimmest silhouettes of any World War II fighter.
The maximum speed of Koga's Zero was 326 mph at 16,000 feet, not especially fast for a 1942 fighter.
But high speed wasn't the reason for the Zero's great combat record.
Agility was.
Its large ailerons gave it great maneuverability at low speeds.
It could even outmaneuver the famed British Spitfire.
Advanced U.S. fighters produced toward the war's end still couldn't turn with the Zero, but they were faster and could outclimb and outdive it.


Without self-sealing fuel tanks, the Zero was easily flamed when hit in any of its three wing and fuselage tanks or its droppable belly tank. And without protective armor, its pilot was vulnerable.
In 1941 the Zero's range of 1,675 nautical miles (1,930 statute miles) was one of the wonders of the aviation world. No other fighter plane had ever routinely flown such a distance. Saburo Sakai, Japan's highest-scoring surviving World War II ace, with sixty-four kills, believes that if the Zero had not been developed, Japan "would not have decided to start the war."
Other Japanese authorities echo this opinion, and the confidence it reflects was not, in the beginning at least, misplaced.

Today the Zero is one of the rarest of all major fighter planes of World War II.
Only sixteen complete and assembled examples are known to exist.
Of these, only two are flyable: one owned by Planes of Fame, in Chino, California, and the other by the Confederate Air Force, in Midland, Texas.

—J.R.

Note more photos of the Koga/Akutan Zero can be found: http://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/Akutan_Zero

Steps




AA's Twelve Steps are a group of principles, spiritual in their nature, which, if practiced as a way if life, can expel the obsession to drink and enable the sufferer to become happily and usefully whole.

The Twelve Steps tell us how it works; the Twelve Traditions tell us why it works.

S T E P S = Solutions Through Each Positive Step.

Step 1 ~ Help me; I can't go on like this.
Step 2 ~ I know You are there.
Step 3 ~ Please be with me.
Step 4 ~ Help me to be honest.
Step 5 ~ Help me; I don't want to do this.
Step 6 ~ With You, I'm ready.
Step 7 ~ Please take this from me.
Step 8 ~ I'm sorry.
Step 9 ~ Walk with me.
Step 10 ~ Thank you, with You I can do this.
Step 11 ~ Thank you, with You I can look back.
Step 12 ~ Thank you, with You I can go forward.

Holiday Eating Tips




1. Avoid carrot sticks. Anyone who puts carrots on a holiday buffet table knows nothing of the
Christmas spirit. In fact, if you see carrots, leave immediately. Go next door, where they're serving rum
balls.

2. Drink as much eggnog as you can. And quickly. It's rare. You can't find it any other time of year
but now. So drink up! Who cares that it has 10,000 calories in every sip? It's not as if you're going to
turn into an eggnog-alcoholic or something. It's a treat. Enjoy it. Have one for me. Have two. It's
later than you think. It's Christmas!

3. If something comes with gravy, use it. That's the whole point of gravy. Gravy does not stand alone. Pour it on. Make a volcano out of your mashed potatoes. Fill it with gravy. Eat the volcano. Repeat step #3.

4. As for mashed potatoes, always ask if they're made with skim milk or whole milk. If it's skim, pass. Why bother? It's like buying a sports car with an automatic transmission.

5. Do not have a snack before going to a party in an effort to control your eating. The whole point of
going to a Christmas party is to eat other people's food for free. Lots of it. Hello?

6. Under no circumstances should you exercise between now and New Year's. You can do that in
January when you have nothing else to do. This is the time for long naps, which you'll need after circling
the buffet table while carrying a 10-pound plate of food and that vat of eggnog.


7. If you come across something really good at a buffet table, like frosted Christmas cookies in the
shape and size of Santa, position yourself near them and don't budge. Have as many as you can before
becoming the center of attention. They're like a beautiful pair of shoes. If you leave them behind, you're never going to see them again.

8. Same for pies. Apple. Pumpkin. Mincemeat. Have a slice o f each. Or if you don't like mincemeat, have
two apples and one pumpkin. Always have three. When else do you get to have more than one dessert? Labor Day?

9. Did someone mention fruitcake? Granted, it's loaded with the mandatory celebratory calories, but
avoid it at all cost. I mean, have some standards.

10. One final tip: If you don't feel terrible when you leave the party or get up from the table, you
haven't been paying attention. Re-read tips; start over, but hurry, January is just around the corner.


Remember this motto to live by:
"Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and
well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, chocolate in one hand, body thoroughly used
up, totally worn out and screaming "WOO HOO what a ride!"

Now go out and have a great holiday season!

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

Friday, December 10, 2010

Carrying The Message




Carrying the message is a gift to myself, no matter how many years of sobriety I may have accumulated.
My dreams can become reality.
I solidify my sobriety by sharing what I have received freely. . .
My wish to help another drunk is the key to my spiritual health.

I keep my sobriety by giving it away.

P R O G R A M = People Relying On God Relaying A Message.

Mutual Pain




In my AA experience, I have never met a member who has not experienced some degree of pain.
I have never met anyone who decided to come into the program on a beautiful morning in spring when everything was going well.
Most of us entered on our knees, and the sharing of this mutual pain is a large part of what brings us back to meetings.

When I share my story and remember the last days of my drinking,
I remember the desperation of selling the last pieces of my soul.


E S H = Experience, Strength and Hope.

Thursday, December 9, 2010

Belief




Do not let any prejudice you may have against spiritual terms deter you from honestly asking yourself what they mean to you.

What are you coming to believe? Belief is a continuing action.

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Safe Haven




Hopelessness has been replaced by abundant hope and sincere faith.
The people of AA have provided a haven where, if I remain aware
and keep my mind quiet enough, my Higher Power leads me to amazing realizations.
I find joy in my daily life, in being of service, in simply being.

The joy is in the journey, so enjoy the ride.

Monday, December 6, 2010

Fourth Dimension




AA is not a place; it's an attitude of mind, a warmth of the heart -- a spiritual fourth dimension where material things can't get the upper hand.
It's where accidents and hardships and common problems draw us together just as surely as AA parties and conventions and birthdays.
Yes, we'll be all right, thank you.

**+**+**+**+**+**

We can make a difference. Without you, there is no 'we.'

**+**+**+**+**+**

W E = Warmth Engulfs.

Changeableness of Life




Things in the world are changeable; they are not to be relied upon.
Man sees the vanity of the world; but if he does not see a reality in contrast, he remains intoxicated by the unreality, and tries to get some pleasure from his life, even for a moment.
The happiness of this world is something we cannot keep; it is just like the horizon -- the nearer you go, the farther it goes.
As soon as you get it, you see it is not the thing you wanted.
That discontent continues its work till we have found and understood the manifestation of God, in which is hidden the Divine Spirit.
God cannot be found in temples, for God is Love; and love does not live in temples, but in the heart of man, which is the temple of God. -- Pir-o-Murshid Inayat Khan

To deny the changeableness of life is like fancying a motionless sea, which can only exist in one's imagination.

Whale Of A Story




The Whale... you may have read about a female humpback whale who had become entangled in a spider web of crab traps and lines off-shore near San Francisco.
She was weighted down by hundreds of pounds of traps that caused her to struggle to stay afloat.
She also had hundreds of yards of line rope wrapped around her body, her tail, her torso, a line tugging in her mouth.
A fisherman spotted her just east of the Farallon Islands (outside the Golden Gate ) and radioed an environmental group for help.
Within a few hours, the rescue team arrived and determined that she was so bad off, the only way to save her was to dive in and untangle her.
They worked for hours with curved knives and eventually freed her.
When she was free, the divers say she swam in what seemed like joyous circles.
She then came back to each and every diver, one at a time, and nudged them, pushed them gently around as she was thanking them.
Some said it was the most incredibly beautiful experience of their lives.
The guy who cut the rope out of her mouth said her eyes were following him the whole time, and he will never be the same.

May you, and all those you love, be so blessed and fortunate to be surrounded by people who will help you get untangled from the things that are binding you.
And, may you always know the joy of giving and receiving gratitude.

The original story is here … http://articles.sfgate.com/2005-12-14/news/17403910_1_humpback-crab-pots-whale

Sunday, December 5, 2010

Tank -- A Great Dog Story

They told me the big black Lab's name was Reggie, as I looked at him lying in his pen.

The shelter was clean, no-kill, and the people really friendly.

I'd only been in the area for six months, but everywhere I went in the small college town, people were welcoming and open.

Everyone waves when you pass them on the street.

But something was still missing as I attempted to settle in to my new life here, and I thought a dog couldn't hurt.

Give me someone to talk to.

And I had just seen Reggie's advertisement on the local news.

The shelter said they had received numerous calls right after, but they said the people who had come down to see him just didn't look like "Lab people," whatever that meant.

They must've thought I did.

But at first, I thought the shelter had misjudged me in giving me Reggie and his things, which consisted of a dog pad, bag of toys almost all of which were brand new tennis balls, his dishes, and a sealed letter from his previous owner.

See, Reggie and I didn't really hit it off when we got home.

We struggled for two weeks (which is how long the shelter told me to give him to adjust to his new home).

Maybe it was the fact that I was trying to adjust, too.

Maybe we were too much alike.

For some reason, his stuff (except for the tennis balls --- he wouldn't go anywhere without two stuffed in his mouth) got tossed in with all of my other unpacked boxes.

I guess I didn't really think he'd need all his old stuff, that I'd get him new things once he settled in.

But it became pretty clear pretty soon that he wasn't going to.

I tried the normal commands the shelter told me he knew, ones like "sit" and "stay" and "come" and "heel," and he'd follow them - when he felt like it.

He never really seemed to listen when I called his name --- sure, he'd look in my direction after the fourth or fifth time I said it, but then he'd just go back to doing whatever.

When I'd ask again, you could almost see him sigh and then grudgingly obey.

This just wasn't going to work.

He chewed a couple shoes and some unpacked boxes.

I was a little too stern with him and he resented it, I could tell.

The friction got so bad that I couldn't wait for the two weeks to be up, and when it was, I was in full-on search mode for my cell phone amid all of my unpacked stuff.

I remembered leaving it on the stack of boxes for the guest room, but I also mumbled, rather cynically, that the "damn dog probably hid it on me."

Finally I found it, but before I could punch up the shelter's number, I also found his pad and other toys from the shelter ... I tossed the pad in Reggie's direction and he snuffed it and wagged, some of the most enthusiasm I'd seen since bringing him home.

But then I called, "Hey, Reggie, you like that? Come here and I'll give you a treat."

Instead, he sort of glanced in my direction --- maybe "glared" is more accurate --- and then gave a discontented sigh and flopped down ... with his back to me.

Well, that's not going to do it either, I thought.

And I punched the shelter phone number.

But I hung up when I saw the sealed envelope.

I had completely forgotten about that, too.

"Okay, Reggie," I said out loud, "let's see if your previous owner has any advice."
____________ _________ _________ _________

To Whoever Gets My Dog:


Well, I can't say that I'm happy you're reading this, a letter I told the shelter could only be opened by Reggie's new owner.


I'm not even happy writing it.


If you're reading this, it means I just got back from my last car ride with my Lab after dropping him off at the shelter.


He knew something was different.


I have packed up his pad and toys before and set them by the back door before a trip, but this time ... it's like he knew something was wrong.


And something is wrong ... which is why I have to go to try to make it right.


So let me tell you about my Lab in the hopes that it will help you bond with him and he with you.


First, he loves tennis balls.


The more the merrier.


Sometimes I think he's part squirrel, the way he hordes them.


He usually always has two in his mouth, and he tries to get a third in there.


Hasn't done it yet.


Doesn't matter where you throw them, he'll bound after it, so be careful - really don't do it by any roads.


I made that mistake once, and it almost cost him dearly.


Next, commands. Maybe the shelter staff already told you, but I'll go over them again: Reggie knows the obvious ones --- "sit," "stay," "come," "heel."


He knows hand signals: "back" to turn around and go back when you put your hand straight up; and "over" if you put your hand out right or left.


"Shake" for shaking water off, and "paw" for a high-five.


He does "down" when he feels like lying down --- I bet you could work on that with him some more.


He knows "ball" and "food" and "bone" and "treat" like nobody's business.


I trained Reggie with small food treats.


Nothing opens his ears like little pieces of hot dog.


Feeding schedule: twice a day, once about seven in the morning, and again at six in the evening.


Regular store-bought stuff; the shelter has the brand.


He's up on his shots.


Call the clinic on 9th Street and update his info with yours; they'll make sure to send you reminders for when he's due.


Be forewarned: Reggie hates the vet.


Good luck getting him in the car.


I don't know how he knows when it's time to go to the vet, but he knows.


Finally, give him some time.


I've never been married, so it's only been Reggie and me for his whole life.


He's gone everywhere with me, so please include him on your daily car rides if you can.


He sits well in the backseat, and he doesn't bark or complain.


He just loves to be around people, and me most especially.


Which means that this transition is going to be hard, with him going to live with someone new.


And that's why I need to share one more bit of info with you....


His name's not Reggie.


I don't know what made me do it, but when I dropped him off at the shelter, I told them his name was Reggie.


He's a smart dog, he'll get used to it and will respond to it, of that I have no doubt.


But I just couldn't bear to give them his real name.


For me to do that, it seemed so final, that handing him over to the shelter was as good as me admitting that I'd never see him again.


And if I end up coming back, getting him, and tearing up this letter, it me and everything's fine.


But if someone else is reading it, well ... well it means that his new owner should know his real name.


It'll help you bond with him.


Who knows, maybe you'll even notice a change in his demeanor if he's been giving you problems.


His real name is "Tank".


Because that is what I drive.


Again, if you're reading this and you're from the area, maybe my name has been on the news.


I told the shelter that they couldn't make "Reggie" available for adoption until they received word from my company commander.


See, my parents are gone, I have no siblings, no one I could've left Tank with ... and it was my only real request of the Army upon my deployment to Iraq , that they make one phone ... call the shelter ... in the "event" ... to tell them that Tank could be put up for adoption.


Luckily, my colonel is a dog guy, too, and he knew where my platoon was headed.


He said he'd do it personally.


And if you're reading this, then he made good on his word.


Well, this letter is getting downright depressing, even though, frankly, I'm just writing it for my dog.


I couldn't imagine if I was writing it for a wife and kids and family ... but still, Tank has been my family for the last six years, almost as long as the Army has been my family.


And now I hope and pray that you make him part of your family and that he will adjust and come to love you the same way he loved me.


That unconditional love from a dog is what I take with me to Iraq as an inspiration to do something selfless, to protect innocent people from those who would do terrible things ... and to keep those terrible people from coming over here.


If I have to give up Tank in order to do it, I am glad to have done so.


He is my example of service and of love.


I hope I honored him by my service to my country and comrades.


All right, that's enough.


I deploy this evening and have to drop this letter off at the shelter.


I don't think I'll say another good-bye to Tank, though.


I cried too much the first time.


Maybe I'll peek in on him and see if he finally got that third tennis ball in his mouth.


Good luck with Tank.


Give him a good home, and give him an extra kiss goodnight - every night - from me.


Thank you,
Paul Mallory

____________ _________ _________ _______


I folded the letter and slipped it back in the envelope.

Sure I had heard of Paul Mallory, everyone in town knew him, even new people like me.

Local kid, killed in Iraq a few months ago and posthumously earning the Silver Star when he gave his life to save three buddies.

Flags had been at half-mast all summer.

I leaned forward in my chair and rested my elbows on my knees, staring at the dog.

"Hey, Tank," I said quietly.

The dog's head whipped up, his ears cocked and his eyes bright.

"C'mere boy."

He was instantly on his feet, his nails clicking on the hardwood floor.

He sat in front of me, his head tilted, searching for the name he hadn't heard in months.

"Tank," I whispered.

His tail swished.

I kept whispering his name, over and over, and each time, his ears lowered, his eyes softened, and his posture relaxed as a wave of contentment just seemed to flood him.

I stroked his ears, rubbed his shoulders, buried my face into his scruff and hugged him.

"It's me now, Tank, just you and me.

Your old pal gave you to me."

Tank reached up and licked my cheek.

"So what da ya say we play some ball?"

His ears perked again.

"Yeah? Ball? You like that? Ball?"

Tank tore from my hands and disappeared in the next room.

And when he came back, he had three tennis balls in his mouth.

Acceptance




And acceptance is the answer to all my problems today.
When I am disturbed, it is because I find some person, place, thing, or situation -- some fact of my life -- unacceptable to me, and I can find no serenity until I accept that person, place, thing, or situation
as being exactly the way it is supposed to be at this moment.
Nothing, absolutely nothing, happens in God's world by mistake.
Until I could accept my alcoholism, I could not stay sober; unless I accept life completely on life's terms, I cannot be happy.
I need to concentrate not so much on what needs to be changed in the world as on what needs to be changed in me and in my attitudes.

My serenity is directly proportional to my level of acceptance.

2 Stages of Workers





There are two stages of workers.
The first stage is that of the one who works for himself; the higher stage of working is to work for others.
The one who rises above the stage of working for himself comes to the stage of working for others, bringing in their lives the blessing which is the need of their lives.
To what does the love of God lead?
It leads to that peace and stillness which can be seen in the life of the tree which flowers and bears fruit for others and expects no return.
Peace will not come to the lover's heart so long as he will not become love itself.

A person is apt to think, 'Why should I perform actions that bring me no return?
Why should I be kind, where no kindness is shown to me, where there is even no appreciation?'
In this way he commercializes his kindness: he gives in order to receive.
This blindness comes upon man, and it makes him blind even towards God.
He thinks, 'Why should I be grateful to God?
There is nothing to be grateful for. If the sun shines, it is natural.
If I have what I need for my living, I work for it all day;' or else, 'I belong to such a family where it is natural that everything should be provided for me.' ...
When one loves one must love for the sake of love, not for a return.
When one serves one must serve for the sake of service, not for acknowledgement. In everything a person does, if he does not think of reciprocity or appreciation in any manner or form, he may perhaps seem a loser in the beginning, but in the end that person will be the gainer, for he has lived in the world and yet held himself above the world; it cannot touch him.
-- Pir-o-Murshid Inayat Khan

Enviable is he who loveth and asketh no return.

Complacency




How many of us would presume to declare, "Well, I'm sober and I'm happy.
What more can I want, or do? I'm fine the way I am."
We know that the price of such self-satisfaction is an inevitable backslide punctuated at some point by a very rude awakening.

A smooth sea never made a skilled mariner.