Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Courage Or Insanity

 




So often times it happens that we live our lives in chains 
and we never knew we have the keys.

 

When first viewed this clip I thought how wonderful to be young and insane. 

But the more I thought about it, I came to realize it is more about facing the fears – the fears that paralyze me.

When I was young I thought it took great courage to climb the ladder to the roof of our house to help my Dad with a project – I still think that every time I have to get on the roof. 

With each step of the ladder my fear disappeared.

In my Navy days, it was when I held a camera to shoot a picture, whether on a ship at sea, sitting in the doorway of a helo or hanging over the edge of the Grand Canyon. 

My fears again disappeared as I stepped through them.

Today I fine courage to face life on life’s term.  I still feel the grip of fear on me but like the young man in the video I go for it – one step at a time.

 I have learned on my spiritual journey to trust in God and travel the path before me with gratitude, tolerance and love as my companions. 

I have also learned to let go of the fear and to forgive others as I have been forgive, even when I don’t want to.

I cannot change the direction of the wind but I can adjust my sails.


O Lord, support us all the day long of this troublous life until the shadows lengthen and evening comes, and the busy would is hushed, and the fever of life is over, and our work is done.  Then, in your mercy, grant us a safe lodging and a holy rest and peace at last.  Amen.

-- Venerable John Henry Newman

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Spiritual Instinct


The deepest spiritual instinct in man is that urge of inner truth that demands that he be faithful to himself: to his deepest and most original potentialities.

Thomas Merton, Love and Living

Willingness


lf I have to know today is that I'm willing to have my life be different.

"Willingness" is the key to my freedom.

When I'm open minded, when I'm ready to listen to ideas and suggestions, I'm already changing my life for the better.

Time to Break Free by Judith R. Smith

 

Go With The Flow



Let go of fear and your need to control.

Relinquish anxiety.

Let it slip away, as you dive into the river of the present moment, the river of your life, your place in the universe.

Stop trying to force the direction.

Try not to swim against the current, unless it is necessary for your survival.

If you've been clinging to a branch at the riverside, let go.

Let yourself move forward. Let yourself be moved forward.

Avoid the rapids when possible.

If you can't, stay relaxed.

Staying relaxed can take you safely through fierce currents.

If you go under for a moment, allow yourself to surface naturally.

You will.

Don't think too hard about things.

The flow is meant to be experienced.

Within it, care for yourself.

You are part of the flow, an important part.

Work with the flow.

Work within the flow.

Thrashing about isn't necessary.

Let the flow help you care for yourself.

Let it help you set boundaries, make decisions, and get you where you need to be when it is time.

You can trust the flow, and your part in it.

Today, I will go with the flow.

The Language of Letting Go by Melody Beattie

An Architect Of Peace


I swear I will not dishonor my soul with hatred, but offer myself humbly as a guardian of nature, as a healer of misery, as a messenger of wonder, as an architect of peace.

Diane Ackerman

Opinions


Don't let other people's opinions burn holes in your dreams.

Elsa Joy Bailey

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Moments


Happy moments, PRAISE GOD. 

Difficult moments, SEEK GOD.

Quiet moments, WORSHIP GOD. 

Painful moments, TRUST GOD. 

Every moment, THANK GOD.

Sunday, January 4, 2009

Daily Surrender - No Regrets



This I pray, Higher Power: I will surrender to Your will today, which brings me peace and joy that makes all things new.

I no longer have that trampled look of someone forced to remember every mistake he or she has made.

I no longer hide under that blanket of regrets.

My daily surrender to You and the Fellowship that surrounds me leads me away from darkness and into the wonderful light of Your wisdom.

 

The 12 Step Prayer Book Volume 2 by Bill P. and Lisa D.

Time Is A Circle


Time is a circle. The end is the beginning.

Day by day, a year comes and goes.

Today's end is the beginning of the rest of our lives.

We take with us what we have learned today.

We are the same and not the same.

As long as we are alive, we will continue to wrestle with questions, seek answers, and solve problems.

Let's be gentle with ourselves and others, choosing to respond with non-judging love and acceptance instead of unrealistic demands of perfection.

We have found a blueprint for recovery.

Our preoccupation with not enough and too much has led us to a spiritual solution.

Each day brings us new opportunities to express our development - a more patient response to a traffic jam, the ability to empathize with a child's embarrassment, the acceptance of a disappointment.

Today is another day to learn how to be serene, to nurture body and spirit so that we may function as an integrated totality. We will continue to learn and grow toward recovery.

I will begin and end today by listening to my inner voice.

 

Inner Harvest by Elisabeth L.

Thursday, January 1, 2009

In 2009



 

For 10th Anniversaries in 2009

1999 was the year that:

The "Monica-gate" scandal hysteria finally subsided when, after being impeached by the House of Representatives, President Bill Clinton was tried and acquitted by the Senate.

A Cuban kid named Elian Gonzalez became an overnight celebrity when he survived the capsizing of the small refugee motorboat during which his mother drowned.  The battle over whether he stayed with relatives in Florida or return to his father in Cuba raged for months before he was forcefully repatriated.

The first giant panda to be born in captivity saw the light of day at the San Diego Zoo.

The United States handed over operation of the Panama Canal to the Panamanian authorities in compliance with the agreement originally reached when Jimmy Carter was president.

American cancer survivor Lance Armstrong scored the first of several wins at the Tour de France world cycling competition.

American Beauty won the Oscar for Best Film of the year.  Kevin Spacey, in the same film, won Best Actor; Hilary Swank won best actress for her role in Boys Don't Cry; and Sam Mendes won Best Director, also for American Beauty.

German novelist Gunter Grass received the Nobel Prize in literature.  Unfortunately, a few years later it would be revealed that the left-wing, progressive author had volunteered to fight for Adolf Hilter as a teenager.

John F. Kennedy Jr., formerly known as "John-John" and the son of JFK and Jackie Kennedy (later Onassis) died in a crash, along with his wife, while piloting his small private aircraft.

Former professional wrestler Jesse Ventura took the oath of office as the independently elected governor of Minnesota.

Teenagers Dylan Klebod and Eric Harris horrified the nation, murdering 12 of their fellow students in the notorious Columbine High School massacre.

"Doctor Death" Jack Kevorkian, an outspoken advocate of mercy killing, was convicted of second –degree murder in the death of one of his patients.

New York swamped Atlanta, four games to none to win the 1999 World Series for the American League.

The Denver Broncos won the Super Bowl, beating the Atlanta Falcons 34 to 19.

 

For 20th Anniversaries in 2009

1989 was the year that :

In a delayed response to Ronal Reagan's "Mr. Gorbachev, tear down that wall," the Berlin Wall crumbled as a first indication that the "Evil Empire" was about to bite the dust.

President George H.W. Bush invaded Panama.  Unlike his son's later intervention in Iraq, that episode ended quickly with the toppling of corrupt dictator Manuel Noreiga and a restoration of elected civilian government . . . and no costly, long –term American occupation.

A tanker named the Exxon Valdez made an all-too-big splash off the coast of Alaska, the result of a massive oil spill when the ship's skipper – who was later tried for negligence – ran the mighty tanker aground.

Romanian dictator Nicolae Ceaucescu and his wife, Elena, were given early retirements when their regime was overturned by a mob uprising in the capital of Bucharest.  The couple were summarily tried and executed by firing squad after failing to escape the country.

White South African President F.W. de Klerk met with African national Congress leader Nelson Mandela in the opening steps of a peacefully negotiated settlement that would result in the end of apartheid and the installation of the first freely elected black government in South Africa.

Leona Helmsley, the millionaire hotel proprietor and so-called Queen of Mean, was sentenced to prison for income tax evasion.  It probably didn't help that her judge and jurors learned that she once told an employee that "only little people pay taxes."

Failed televangelist James Bakker also had to serve prison time after being convicted of fraud.

Cheers, the good-natured sitcom centered on the staff and regulars of a Boston bar, won the Emmy for best prime-time television series.

Driving Miss Daisy won the Oscar for Best Picture, Daniel Day-Lewis won Best Actor for his role in My Left Foot, Jessica Tandy won Best Actress for her title role in Driving Miss Daisy and Oliver Stone won Best Director for his Born on the Fourth of July.

Bette Milder won a Grammy for her single Wind Beneath My Wings, and Bonnie Raitt won one for her album Nick of Time.

Oakland won the World Series for the American League, trouncing San Francisco four games to none.

The San Francisco 49ers clinched the Super Bowl, defeating the Cincinnati Bengals, 20 to 16.

 

 

For 25th Anniversaries in 2009

1984 was the year that:

President Ronald Reagan swept to re-election with an overwhelming victory, carrying 49 of the 50 states against Democratic banner bearer – and former Carter vice president – Walter Mondale.  His winning slogan was "It's morning again in America."

Even in defeat, the Democratic ticket made history, having chosen the first women to serve as vice presidential nominee of a major party, New York Rep. Geraldine Ferraro.

Bell Labs in New Jersey scored a major high-tech breakthrough, inventing a megabyte chip capable of storing 400% more data than all earlier versions.

Female astronaut Dr. Kathryn Sullivan became the first woman to walk in space.

New York buckled up to become the first state to pass a compulsory seat beat law.

Singer Bruce Springsteen achieved superstardom with his album Born in the U.S. A.

An American balloonist became the first to cross the Atlantic.  Joe W. Kittinger successfully flew from Maine to Europe, crash-landing near Savona, Italy.  He emerged from the wreckage of his 10-story-tall balloon with nothing worse than a broken ankle.

Author William Kennedy won a Pulitzer Prize for his novel Ironweed.

America cleaned up in the 1983 Los Angeles Olympics, garnering a total of 83 gold medals, 81 silver and 30 bronze.  The stellar showing was due in part to the Soviet boycott.  Outstanding American athletes included California Greg Louganis, who won both the platform and springboard diving events.

The top 1984 films included Amadeus, Beverly Hills Cop and Ghost Busters.

The Detroit Tigers took the World Series, winning four games to one against the San Diego Padres.

The Los Angeles Raiders won the Super Bowl, swamping the Washington Redskins 38 to 9.

 

 

For 50th Anniversaries in 2009

1959 was the year that:

The U.S. chose its first team of astronauts.  In an opening round in the race for space, NASA picked its first seven potential space travelers.

A little-know, bearded young Marxist revolutionary seized power in Cuba, turning out the corrupt Batista regime on Jan. 1.  His name:  Fidel Castro.

Britain's Queen Elizabeth II and U.S. President Dwight Eisenhower jointly presided over opening ceremonies for the St. Lawrence Seaway.  The 2,350-mile waterway opened up vast new trade opportunities for both the American and Canadian economies.

In a small portent of things to come, on July 19 two soldiers belonging to a small U.S. Army mission were killed by Communist guerrillas at Bienhoa, South Vietnam.

"The Great Cranberry Scare of 1959" resulted when traces of a carcinogenic weed killer (ATZ) were founded in cranberry bogs in Oregon.  Although there was no contamination in major cranberry-growing areas of New Jersey, Wisconsin, and Massachusetts, the resulting panic lead to a major slump in cranberry consumption – and many jelly-free Thanksgivings in American homes that year.

Notable movies of 1959 included Ben Hur, La Dolce Vita, Some Like It Hot, Breathless, North by Northwest, Anatomy of a Murder and Gidget.

The Los Angeles Dodgers won the World Series, beating the White Sox, for games to two.

 

The Dash


I read in the AA Grapevine the story by Jessica L. about the meaning of the dash on a tombstone.  Below is the poem she mentioned.  Today I am trying to make the most of my dash one day at a time.


Happiness and peace of mind are always here, open and free to anyone. 



The Dash

by Linda Ellis

 


I read of a man who stood to speak

At the funeral of a friend.

He referred to the dates on her tombstone

From the beginning to the end.

He noted that first came the date of her birth

And spoke of the following date with tears,

But he said what mattered most of all

Was the dash between those years.

 

For that dash represents all the time

That she spent alive on earth

And now only those who loved her

Know what that little line is worth.

For it matters not, how much we own,

The cars, the house, the cash,

What matters is how we live and love

And how we spend our dash.

So think about this long and hard;

Are there things you’d like to change?

For you never know how much time is left


That can still be rearranged.

If we could just slow down enough

To consider what’s true and real

And always try to understand

The way other people feel.

 

And be less quick to anger

And show appreciation more

And love the people in our lives

Like we’ve never loved before.

 

If we treat each other with respect

And more often wear a smile,

Remembering that this special dash

Might only last a little while.

 

So when your eulogy is being read

With your life’s actions to rehash

Would you be proud of the things they say

About how you spent your dash?

 

© 1996 Linda Ellis