Stinkin' Thinkin'

They are able because they think they are able.

--Virgil

For me, addiction was full of doubt.
I stopped believing in myself.
My thoughts had turned to "stinkin' thinkin'. "
I didn't believe in much of anything.
I didn't take risks.
I always looked for the easier, softer way.

In recovery, I started to believe again.
I believed in the program.
I believed in a Higher Power.
I came to believe in people.

And, over time, I believed in myself again.

I was able to stay sober because I believe, because I take risks.

As I stay sober, I can face almost anything - with the help of others and the God of my understanding.